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April 20 Road Trip - on the way〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓〓
ON THE WAY - VINEYARD
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葡萄庄园
汽车行使在乡间的羊肠小道, 眼前是大片大片郁郁葱葱的葡萄庄园。忍不住停下来, 像小孩子一样的爬上树桩, 眺望这漫无边际的绿色, 心情当然也是无限舒畅.
宝贝, 我一直想着你
相信你就在我身旁
美丽的风景你也在欣赏
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旅程从南澳的Adelaide开始...... 第一站:Hahndorf
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Hahndorf小镇
德國和澳洲相距十萬八千里，但這兩個地方的人在南澳阿德雷德（Adelaide）山上相遇，然後誕生了漢多福（Hahndorf）這個混血小鎮。100多年前有德國人在此落地生根，還把德國文化、建築和美食帶到這片南半球土地上，至今依然保留著濃濃的德國風情。
1834年時，有一批追求宗教自由的德國普魯士人(Prussian)乘坐帆船，漂洋過海來到南澳，在阿德雷德山附近的一個小山谷上落地生根。當時駕駛帆船的船長Hahn，協助這52個家庭租地起屋定居，Hahndorf的名字，也是後人為紀念他的功績而起。 這些德國移民的平房，現在雖已全部改成商店、餐廳和郵局等用途，不過建築物的裡裡外外都完整保留著。德國人一批批來，自然也把德國的血脈、文化、建築、美食和美酒一併帶來，事隔百多年，鎮上的餐廳和商店，依然留有舊日德式風情。
#1 秋色不懂得褪去 飘叶亲吻着大地 色彩斑斓的祝福
#2 阳光赞美着一切 暖暖晒透我的心
#3 绿油油染透我的灰色心事 风车转啊我的童年,竭尽全力的呼唤
#4 你一定不会恐惧夜的黑 因为你有生命般明亮的光芒 欢悦而静谧
#5 停下脚步 允许我把脸埋在你的手臂里 休憩片刻 之后继续我的行
April 09 Happy Birthday to Myself为了得到你们的祝福,长一岁就长一岁吧, 我豁出去了,哈哈.
宝贝我很想你哦... 复活节马上就要到了, 我回去Melbourne和Adelaide呆3天. 宝贝马上就要去Melbourne了,所以我要先去勘察一下哈哈...照些照片给你...记得我第一去Melbourne是2001年初, 当时就爱上它了, 希望宝贝也会喜欢. 但是你也一定要来Sydney看我啊, 等待和你一起过圣诞呢!!! 宝贝,亲爱的宝贝, 谢谢你的祝福, 你让我的生活变得好美丽!!!
还要再这里highlight一下宝贝送我的这段印在古罗马徽章上的拉丁文:
DVLCIS ANIMA VIVAS（祝你健康，甜蜜，灵魂永在)
April 03 April Funeral
四月的葬礼 我们在不同时节
埋葬着幻觉
同时默哀
同时徘徊
我们的幸福
在浓稠中逝去了
痛苦过于绚烂
四月
美丽的日子变灰暗
只怪过去太多谜幻
我们太短暂
April Funeral
In different seasons
We entomb our illusion
Standing in the silent tribute
Meanwhile hesitating
Our delights
have been diluted till they are gone
The pains
Have been overwhelmingly strong
In Aril
Colourful days come dull
Too many fancies
Make this ephemeral
p.s.
要失去我们的家了
我们的房子要被卖掉了
我们感情的就这样结束了
我还是忍不住哭了。。。
你要去旅行了
心也死了
所以葬了
一切都结束了都结束了都结束了
是一个人坚强的时候了
只想做一个无忧虑的孩子
与亲爱的你们在阳光下快乐成长 March 31 "March of the Penguins"   Watching "March of the Penguins" is definitely a great joy! The documentary was so impressive and the emperor penguins, omg, they are real adorable creatures on earth!!!
It's quite touching when each penguin has finally found their right parter and then the couple celebrate by gracefully arching their necks. They intimately nudge each other with their beaks. Sometimes, it's more like kissing. They communicate in a language of unique clicks. Their love is comparable with human beings', though it only lasts for the year.
There's hartbreak somehow, when they loose their parters, when the chick freezes to death in cold winter and when the older ones die in the devastating storms.
However, they seem to know the term "life goes on". The happiest scene is when the whole family has managed to survive after suffering from the dusky winter, when the couple stand close arching their necks agian with their baby sitting in between. I love the baby penguins!!! they are one of the cutest and the most winsome creatures in the world. I wish I could look like them!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
Anyway, it was a joyful night!!! Happy Birthday, Daddy!!!今天要对着全世界说：
老爸生日快乐！！！！
祝
可爱的老爸，
迷人的老爸，
我的偶像老爸，
蛋蛋最爱的老爸，
身体健康！！！
每天把笑容挂在胖乎乎的脸蛋上！
下周就是我的生日咯，吼吼！！！
不知老爹会送我啥礼物呢，哈哈～～～
原来，我还是个幸福的孩子哦～～～～ 大脸Fay和朋友去喝东东...被拍...把背景换了,但是切的不好，没时间我没时间,原谅原谅  March 29 Single 就这样一个人吧.
生活简单, 日子平凡.
我能灿烂, 我会温暖.
我不美丽,
也不是天使,
所以我无法拯救你,
所以我失去了你,
虽然心中还有些许惦记.
一个人过吧,
偶尔努力回忆,
或许我已经忘记,
无论如何不能记起.
前些日子我想要尝试冲动,
可觉得还是不要出卖自己的好.
我没有勇气, 也不愿意
因为我停不下想你.
虽然知道所有所有的一切都是不可能的
可孤独的时候,我只能为你一个人流泪.
一个人过,
喜欢黑夜里的一点光.
躺在窄窄的床上,
幻想着自己坚强成长.
今天结束了,
合上眼睛,
等待的是梦.
可是,一个人已经失眠好多好多好多好多个夜.
March 23 A Jolly ChildI wish I could be a jolly child, having great fun eating stuffed vegetables with couse couse, but this can only become true in my dreams, so it'll never become true... haha...sorry there's no logic in my sentence, coz I'm only a child.
I lOOOVE "Flying Fire" by Tagore! Here's part of it.
My fancies are fireflies, The voice of wayside pansies, In the drowsy dark caves of the mind Spring scatters the petals of flowers Joy freed from the bond of earth's slumber My words that are slight Mind's underground moths The butterfly counts not months but moments, March 19 A Letter from busy FayHi All,
I apologize again for not adding any entries lately, also sorry that I haven't visited your blogs, my friends.
My life is packed with study, work and new things. I got a new job working as a photographer and designer. Although I've only worked for a week, I'm completely exhausted. The most enjoyable thing of a day is going to bed and even this doesn't last longer than 6 hours. Poor fay... I also joined a latin dance class and I find Salsa and Tango quite interesting, especially when you get the chance to move your hips.lol.
Anyway, it's good that there are all sorts of things keeping me busy all the time, so that I don't have time to think about those miserable moments.
Well well... life goes on... I have to go to bed now... 3:45am... oh no again...
Love,
Fay xox
 As requested, a photo of my tattoo. March 05 It's never too late...to fall in love
Open your heart.
It's not easy but it's essential.
How will love enter if you heart is closed.
Look ahead for love, not behind.
Love is waiting.
Don't chase it.
Be yourself.
Be open to possibilities.
Love will find you.
to make a friend
Your mother was right...
if you can count your true friends on one hand,
you're a lucky person.
Some of our best memories come from your friends.
They real joy of friendship is when you give.
To make a friend, give them your friendship.
They will reciprocate.
Treasure your friends.
to work for yourself
We all have the potential.
We need the courage, the determination
and the knowledge to make the break.
Explore the risks.
Write your plan.
Make your commitment.
Keep you nerve.
to make a difference
Throughout history
individuals have made a difference.
You can too.
Make the effort.
Just trying will bring you satisfaction
and honour
and, sometimes, gratitude.
to be free
Too often we make our own cages.
Of the mind.
Of the heart.
We have the key to unlock them.
We only need the will to use it.
Set your mind free.
Make your own decisions.
Unlock your heart,
love freely.
Unlock your mind,
Live freely.
Mardi Gras, Kiss and TattooThousands of people were watching the world famous Gay & Lesbian Mardi Gras parade. Unfortunately, we couldn't find a spot high enough to stand on, so we actually didn't get a chance to see anything major. Even worse, the place was jam-packed so that it took us more than 2 hours to get home. My friend Bohan spent $5 to get a kiss from a "hot" girl. I just followed others, paying $10 for a fake tattoo. Anyway, it was a fun night.
同性恋大游行。看看这个就会明白为什么《断壁山》会得到这么多人的拥护了。今晚的人太太太太太多了。我的天啊，挤的头破血流。博涵同学英勇的花了5澳币，换来一个热吻。我搞了一个喷漆刺身。明年还会来，不过一定要找一个好位置。
 March 03 The miracle will comeI dreamt about you last night. Dreamt that you came back. I just can't believe that you're gone, feeling that you are still around.
During these days, I was trying to find the pictures of yours, letters and everything that may help me recall the past. Unfortunately, there seems to be nothing left but just a little note you passed to me in class 9 years ago. The only real things that I can find are the earings you gave to me, though I only wore them once and that was on the day when I knew you've gone. The last time I saw you was on Christmas Eve in a pub where you, my mum and me were having a memorable time, the only time I didn't reject you. I feel so so so sorry. If you are back and still alive I would never ever say things that could hurt you again. You'll know that in my heart, you are always one of my best friends.
From talking with your mum, I know that in your wallet, you still keep the pictures we took 3 years ago, and those are the only pictures we took together. Now it may be impossible to see them again, because we don't even have a single clue of what has happened to you or where you have been since you suddenly disappeared one month ago. Although, other friends console me, saying that you'll be fine or maybe just want to escape for a few days...but, I know...I know there's little hope that you're still alive. I was feeling the hope when someone claimed to be the kidnapper. However, now,even the kidnapper has gone and everything turns dead silent. I feel, that we may have lost you forever. I don't want this to happen, but I can't deny the fact.
Wish that the miracle will come. Now, Kosol... where r u?OK...
I don't know what has happened to my life and what will happen to my life. Suddenly, I seem to loose contact with everyone and unfotunate things continuously occur and I just can't prevent any of these. Hopefully, you are having heaps of fun in India and lucky enough to miss the avalanche. Your friends just hope that you can heed their advice. Anyway. tell me when you come back... really want to see u... Caddy... February 26 锁不要把我关在这样冷的地方
我会失去，也怕会渐渐忘记
我要出去，踩着时间追寻光
黑夜来临，祈求灵魂被释放
Don't shut me into such a freezing cold place
I fear that I'm going to loose what I've obtained,
fear that I'm going to forget my past and who I am.
I need to get out of here,to pursue the light from the sun.
Pray, when darkness comes,impetrating the release of the soul.
 February 25 黑夜与自由我的心自由了
人也算自由了
代价是心哭了
用手帕擦拭着
夜黑，我在想
剩下的日子留给谁
我跨越国度，跨越时间
却不可避免地服从命运
一切来得太慢，走的急
我没有权利也无法改变
因为，那是我们的宿命
因为，你向右，我向左
一片叶子给自己留下什么？
风一吹，就悄悄把它带走？
一片感情是不是也能这样？
轻轻松松就消失得无影踪？
从此就能享受这一份自由？
February 16 巴黎与仰望
慢慢 朝你走进 我变成一个望天的孩子 眼前 你和天一样高 景仰和有所期望
你标志着历史 还是未来 是我永远追寻不到的地方 你身边留下的 只是影子 景仰和有所期望
我把你当作一幅画 记录 你诗一般的模样 在离去之前 回眸 景仰和有所期望
February 15 我讨厌坏人今天事情的进展就更新鲜了。
有人给赟的妈妈打电话，说他就是昨天打电话的人。
说人现在在郑州，他们也就是谋钱，但是不害命。
但是他妈要和戴说话的时候，他就紧张了，说别啰嗦。
然后给了一个账号，说明天10点以前就要给寄去1万5， 不然让就她自己看着办。
哎，难道是让农民给绑架了？要这么点？
或者，是看了寻人启事，来讹诈？人根本不是他绑的?
真的是要命啊。
赟，失踪了 6天了，我们还是没能找到你。线索在不断增多，可越来越害怕知道结果，却又期盼事情能水落石出。现在我们能做的，除了等待，就是祈祷，希望你能平安无事。你这到底是怎么了？
我把赟的事在这里说一下，看看有没有人能推测出什么。
2月8日晚，赟和两个同事吃完晚饭约是8点多钟。打上的士后给女友拨通电话告之30分钟之后到她家。这就是他用手机的最后一次通话。从那以后就音讯全无。手机直到现在还是关机状态。
后来赟的母亲在报纸上刊登了寻人启事。当天，这位司机就打电话来，说他就是当时载他的人。经核对后，证明此人确实是拉过他，因为他说出了大部分赟与女友的对话过程。此人反映，上车时赟说要去西镇（女友家的位置），可还没到目的地，就在路过的一条泰安路上下车了。这个给司机留下了深刻印象。并且他朝着一个旅馆的方向走去。这就是到目前为止的最重要的线索。
今天赟的母亲突然接到一个很奇怪的电话。此人声称是赟的朋友。 他说从另一个朋友那里得知赟去了郑州。当母亲急切想要详细情况的时候，此人说，那我帮你问问，在给你打过来。但是许久，都没有回电话。母亲就打了回去，无人接听。
赟的家庭背景非常普通。已经工作了大约3年。人很聪明，幽默，乐观，很少惹是非。真的不知道，那天晚上到底发生了什么，想起来都毛骨悚然的。我跟赟认识10年了，关系一直不错。2月8日那天，我们还手机通过短信，对他说我现在过单身生活，他还开玩笑说这不他又有机会了，还说他的怀抱比我爸的要温暖，我说他脸皮厚。谁知那就是至今为止最后一次跟他说话了。唉。别的也不知道该怎么说了，现在脑子真的乱得很。等他回来了，一定要给他脸色看。
January 29 Happy Chinese New Year过年了...
却还是笑不起来.
我没有回家,
或许我就不曾有家
一个人背着大大的行囊
又继续过着游荡的生活
失去了一生中最重要的一个人
这次是我亲手害怕着放弃的
手机已经关了好些天了.
或许一个人的日子会好些
可,还是好孤独,好孤独
在看泰戈尔的<新月集>
真希望自己像小孩子一样
明净的窗户就能让他们欣喜
January 08 走好，娜娜姐我没有看见太阳西落， 可却不能逃避娜娜姐长眠的消息。 也在这时，我同时经历了生离与死别。
夜凉， 我喝了这碗热汤药。 没有任何理由去吟苦。 因为娜娜姐遭遇的苦是这的千倍，万倍。 最后一次吞声，也定是并着苦与泪。
夜深， 月光照在墟落， 只她一人的离开， 给这个家留下了太多凄凉。
为我煮药的人去找娜娜姐了， 不知什么时候回来。 他后悔了， 因为错过了见她最后一面。 我怪他， 可也放在心里了。 他不知道，生命就掌握在这呼吸间。 他不知道，娜娜姐想见的就是哥哥。
明日， 希望太阳升起时， 光， 照暖娜娜姐所在的天堂。 也愿她来世“生如夏花之灿烂“。
2006年1月7日 December 02 家 (1) 我有太多的家。虽然回了国，我却穿梭于不同的城市，去不同的家。
第一个家已经不存在了，它位于上海路。
爸爸妈妈说以前家里没有炉子，我小时候就光着屁股在这家里爬来爬去。有一次妈妈出去买菜，爸爸不在家，我就一个人顺着床头爬上了窗台。窗户是开着的。楼下很多人看着我，他们都很紧张。后来还是妈妈救了我。此后，如果妈妈买菜，爸爸就在家里哄我。如果我哭，爸爸干脆就再打打我，让我哭得更凶，据说这是为了让我很快睡着，他就不用麻烦照顾我。
长大后，每次路过这地方，我就使劲想小时候的事，可我只有些模糊的记忆，一些微甜的，碎了的，无法拼凑的画面。记忆里，唯一清晰的是一首歌，爸爸哄我睡觉的歌：可爱的，可爱的老菲菲，可爱的菲菲，就要睡大觉。可爱的冯菲菲，美丽的小宝贝，可爱的宝贝就要睡大觉，的儿郎。上个周末，我们三个人，睡在一个床上，爸爸又唱了这首歌，不过，已经对我不起作用了。可心里还是甜的。还有一盘磁带，载着泛了黄的回忆，有３岁的我，还有当时爸妈年轻时的声音，存活了下来。我还记得母带的样子。发现它的时候，它与其他老带，有盒没盒地混在了一起，本来是要预备当垃圾清理掉的。是少年时的好奇心发现了它。那时我十二三，在家里把那一堆老带盘盘放着听。空白带对我的吸引力最大，它装着的大都是爸爸录下的八十年代的电视节目。当听着这一盘的时候，我想是找到了自己的另一半，让我遗忘了十几年的自己。在那里面，爸妈逼着我唱歌，好痛苦哦，我都快哭了。我爸还说我“烦人“。小时候，你竟然这么虐待我？！我妈让我唱小草。我吭哧吭哧唱了三句。鼓掌！后来我就开始说儿歌了：大米饭，白又香，吃饱肚肚，增能量。小时候的声音真是可爱。后来考虑到老带的寿命，我把母带翻录后就丢掉了，现在想想也是可惜，如果把它留下来就好了。
在这个家也呆到三岁，由于爸爸妈妈工作原因，我就被送到了奶奶家，在这里一住就是十三年。
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An poster we did a few weeks ago...
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